We need this season for no other reason then to sit longer with our souls and remember that we are in the same breath dust and a child of God. We need to roll these two concepts in our minds like dough. “I am a child of God, and I am dust. I am dust and I am a child of God.” “Oh, Lord you hem me in, behind and before,” the Psalmist writes. We are hemmed in, you see. We need this season to remember we belong to God. We need this season to take stock in what matters and what doesn’t. It’s a wilderness season. An introvert season. A sit down and be quiet and listen to me! season. We need 40 days to get cleaned out. Clean out our anger, our pain, our guilt, our annoyances, our cluttered minds, so that when the resurrection comes – we are ready.
Here is a poem by Wendell Berry that spoke to me. I thought his wisdom was a wonderful way to begin Lent. Blessings to you in this season.
“Love the quick profit, the annual raise,
vacation with pay. Want more
of everything ready-made. Be afraid
to know your neighbors and to die.
And you will have a window in your head.
Not even your future will be a mystery
any more. Your mind will be punched in a card
and shut away in a little drawer.
When they want you to buy something
they will call you. When they want you
to die for profit they will let you know.
So, friends, every day do something
that won’t compute. Love the Lord.
Love the world. Work for nothing.
Take all that you have and be poor.
Love someone who does not deserve it.
Denounce the government and embrace
the flag. Hope to live in that free
republic for which it stands.
Give your approval to all you cannot
understand. Praise ignorance, for what man
has not encountered he has not destroyed.
Ask the questions that have no answers.
Invest in the millennium. Plant sequoias.
Say that your main crop is the forest
that you did not plant,
that you will not live to harvest.
Say that the leaves are harvested
when they have rotted into the mold.
Call that profit. Prophesy such returns.
Put your faith in the two inches of humus
that will build under the trees
every thousand years.
Listen to carrion — put your ear
close, and hear the faint chattering
of the songs that are to come.
Expect the end of the world. Laugh.
Laughter is immeasurable. Be joyful
though you have considered all the facts.
So long as women do not go cheap
for power, please women more than men.
Ask yourself: Will this satisfy
a woman satisfied to bear a child?
Will this disturb the sleep
of a woman near to giving birth?
Go with your love to the fields.
Lie down in the shade. Rest your head
in her lap. Swear allegiance
to what is highest your thoughts.
As soon as the generals and the politicos
can predict the motions of your mind,
lose it. Leave it as a sign
to mark the false trail, the way
you didn’t go.
Be like the fox
who makes more tracks than necessary,
some in the wrong direction.
― Wendell Berry